Tuesday, March 31, 2020

Hallie

This girl of mine has more sass and drama then I know what to do with but man she is so sweet, imaginative, creative, beautiful, smart and makes me so happy! She learned how to swing on her own this month and has loved swinging on our swing set ever since. She often spends "quiet time" outside swinging and singing some song she has made up on the spot. She has missed not going to school or playing with friends, due to Corona, but we have had a good time at home together. When Russ isn't working she wants to be wherever he is. She will run errands with him or simply just watch him do projects (see picture below). She is both of our side kicks, but she for sure is a daddy's girl. I can't imagine my life without her!

Feet crossed ,eating french fries with the heater on while daddy cleans out the garage
 Cutie patootie
 This moment melted me. I went in to check on her at night and found her like this..."reading" her scriptures before she called it a night. She is so precious and really tries hard to make the right decisions in life.
 Hitting the giant dino pinata at her friends, Coopers, bday party
 Binoculars she made for "at home preschool" this week
 I love how, with stickers, she put her full name on the side of the binoculars. 
 I love her creativity! She found her old baby headbands and decided to put them on herself and become a ninja. Little cutie!

Monday, March 30, 2020

Kiddies

It's not a secret that I am crazy obsessed with my kids! They are perfectly beautiful/handsome and perfectly perfect in every way! I love that they enjoy playing with each other, and for the most part play pretty well together. They've got my whole heart!

 Playing with Max, our statue dog
 Snuggling with daddy
 Kneeling for family prayers. They melt me.
 They are perfection!


 All I'll ever need is in this picture right here!




Friday, March 27, 2020

Brooks

Oh man Brooksie, you are the best! He is almost always happy, and if he isn't, he either wants a snuggle, is tired, or wants some food to eat. He LOVES playing with his cars and self-entertains for quite sometime with those things. Hallie and Brooks play so well together and I love watching them play and interact with each other! He loves being outside and going on walks. He sleeps with 2 burp cloths, one for each hand, all while he plays with the tags on the burp cloths. He is still obsessed with his binky "inky" and is such a great sleeper! He rarely wakes up at night, and if he does it is because he can't find is binky. He continues to love to snuggle and prefers me putting him to bed about 99% of the time! I sure love his baby boy of mine!




 Little stink! Doesn't he know there is a toilet paper shortage?!? Haha!







 Folding his arms for our nightly family prayer. This kid just melts my heart!
 Brooks loves to take out all of our shoes out of our closet and then leave them in the middle of our bathroom. Messy boy!

 Making a ramp for his cars out of our couch cushion!

 Lining of his cars! One of his favorite things to do.
 Pushing his lawn mower while we go on a family walk. He loves pushing that thing! We never thought he would love this mower as much as he does!

Monday, March 16, 2020

Coronavirus- COVID 19

Coronavirus has hit the USA and Utah and the world has pretty much shut down! This is so crazy, I can't believe it is real life. COVID-19 has brought a lot of anxiety and worry into my life. It is a pulmonary virus that has taken the lives of so many in the world. It's main symptoms are fever, cough and shortness of breath. Although, with how new this virus is, no one truly knows much about it. Luckily, kids haven't been as affected but the elderly and immunocompromised are greatly at risk. This means my parents, Russ' parents, our grandparents, kids with heart or respiratory conditions and the list goes on and on. It is scary what happens to these high risk individuals that get this virus. It is highly contagious and easily transmittable. Hospitals around the world have been flooded with patients. Due to the virus being so contagious, patients are dying along, as their loved ones can't be near them as they will put themselves at too big of a risk. Healthcare workers and Americans around the world don't have enough masks and personal protective equipment to keep themselves safe. We don't have a vaccine for this virus. In fact, we have never seen this virus before. Therefore, no one has immunity to this virus. Everyone is susceptible to getting it and there is no way to know if or when you get it you will be able to fight it. It's not a death sentence but it does cause a lot of stress if you get it. In hopes to decrease the spread of this virus, here are a few things that have happened since Coronavirus entered into the USA from China:

-Schools worldwide have been cancelled. Yes, cancelled for the rest of the school year. Moms have turned into "school teachers" at home trying to teach their kids the rest of the curriculum for the school year. Hallie's preschool was cancelled and we watch videos and do activities from home that her teacher provides us.
-"Social distancing" became a thing and it is recommended that you stay at least 6 feet away from the person next to you. The only people you can be close to are the people that live in your own home.
-Russ is now working from home. In fact, all non-essential stores and businesses were mandated to close. Luckily, being an accountant, is considered "essential" and Russ and I feel so lucky to have the financial security of his job. Sadly, so many Americans have lost their job because of this. I love having Russ work from home. Russ does not like to work from home, however. He says it is less efficient and more distracting.
-There are tape on the floors at grocery stores indicating how close you can get to another shopper. You are encouraged to wear masks when in public. After I go grocery shopping or after my shift at work, I immediately take off my clothes and put them in the washer and then go take a shower.
-Stores are limiting the number of people in their doors at a time, therefore, lineupes outside the store doors.
-Parks, trails, campgrounds have been closed and shut down. All the parks near us have been barricaded with orange gates so that kids can't play at the park.
-Entire sport seasons were cancelled, including the NBA, MLB, and all of college sports.
-Concerts, tours, festivals, entertainment events-cancelled
-Weddings, family gatherings-cancelled
-Church was cancelled and we are now doing "home church." Temples worldwide have closed. This is when I got nervous. If the church closes things down, that is when I know things are bad. This was also a testimony builder for me though. About 18 months ago, Pres. Nelson integrated a "home centered, church supported" curriculum. Now, here we are, doing home church with the responsibility to do all the teaching and sacrament in our home and now we have all the resources in place to do that. Pres. Nelson is a seer and I have no doubt he received revelation 18 months ago because God knew exactly what was coming....Coronavirus.
-No gatherings of 100 or more, now 50 or more, then 20 or more, now you should only be with people that live in your own home.
-Shortage of masks, gowns, gloves for our front-line workers
-Shortage of ventilators for the critically ill.
-I have to wear a mask all the time at work and take my temperature before I am even allowed to clock in.
-Panic buying set in and we have no toilet paper, no disinfecting supplies, no paper towels and no hand santizier.
-Shelves are bare in the grocery store.
-Government closes the border to all non-essential travel.
-Fines are established for breaking the rules.
-Stadiums and recreation facilities open up for the overflow of Covid-19 patients.
-Gyms and recreation centers are closed. My volleyball season was cancelled. We literally went from having things to do everyday on our calendar to never having to look at my calendar because everything has been cancelled.
-Daily press conferences from the President. Daily updates on new cases, recoveries, and deaths.
-Roads completely empty and now the air is less polluted and cleaner.
-People everywhere are wearing masks and gloves in public.
-Essential service workers are terrified to go to work, and medical field workers are terrified to go home to their families.

Nobody has any idea of when this pandemic will end. Things are unknown and a little bit scary. Russ and I feel incredibly lucky that we both have jobs amidst all this craziness. We are lucky to not have to deal with the stress of a loss of job on top of everything else. I pray everyday for the health of my family and my extended family. I pray for the nurses and doctors. I pray that the scientists can develop a vaccine. I am grateful that God is in charge and that He wouldn't let anything that wasn't absolutely necessary happen in this world, to my family or to me. I am grateful that the place that is consider "safe" according to government officials is in my own home with my most favorite people in this world.

 My house is almost always a mess now that Hallie is always home and I don't have much time to clean up. But, I am loving all this time with my kids, and with Russ!

Friday, March 13, 2020

Grandpa Nickle's Funeral

My Grandpa Nickle passed away last Thursday. The Sunday before he passed away my Grandma called 911 because he couldn't get out of bed in the morning. Two days before that Sunday he had a hard fall and hit his head. He is as stubborn as they get and of course didn't want to go into the doctor to be seen. When he was taken to the hospital, they found that he had a brain bleed. Surgery was a big risk due to his age but they decided they needed to do it or he was bleed to death. The surgery was successful but hours after the surgery he started having seizures and then where his brain wasn't bleeding before it started bleeding. Unfortunately, his body just started shutting down from there.

I have been surprisingly more emotional about it then I thought it would be. I mean I have really only seen my Grandparents about once or twice a year for the last 15 years or so but death has a way of bringing back those "earlier" memories we had. Here are some memories I have been reflecting on:

-He would often say, "Come here you little brat" when he wanted me to give him a hug.
-How he'd brag that his Cadillac car could go 0-60 mph in less then 3 seconds
-When you asked how he was doing he would say, "I'm so good that I think it's happening to someone else."
-How he would wake up at 5AM to work out.
-How he would tell the story about how he was attacked by a bear and he stuck his hand in the bears mouth, grabbed him by the tail and turned him inside out. I believed this story actually happened as a child! I remember telling a school teacher of mine this story and was confused when she told me that didn't happen. Haha!
-Wiffle ball games at his Lehi house with all the cousins on Thanksgiving night. I remember how Ken would carry Jordan as he would run around the bases yelling, "Come on, Jordan!"
-Vanilla ice cream cones and pictionary board games
-His warehouse that costs "lotsa money."
- How he would always ask if I was driving a "Jap car." Grandpa Nickle was one of the most racist guys you've ever met.
- Bobbing for apples in and ice cold bucket and getting a dollar whether I got one or not.
-Having him ask me when I was going to be his personal nurse and come and take care of him and Grandma.

The night before he died me and my siblings went and visited him at the hospital. I'm glad that I went to see him and say goodbye but it was awful to see him the way he was. For some reason I can handle death a lot better when it isn't in my face but when I saw him at the hospital I couldn't stop the tears from flowing. It was terrible watching my dad and his brothers break down and cry. It was even worse when my Grandma did so. My heart breaks for my dad, his brothers and my Grandma.

The funeral was today and it was a beautiful service, although it was still sad and emotional.




Thursday, March 12, 2020

11 Year Anniversary!

I can't believe we have been married for 11 years!!! I love Russ more now than I think I ever have, which is hard to imagine. He is the perfect person for me. We work so well together and I am forever grateful to be married to Russ.

For our gift to each other we decided that our trailer would be our gift! We are so excited to use our trailer this year and make so many camping memories with our family!

The morning of our anniversary I woke up to this cute handmade card. I love all of Russ' handmade cards! 
Instead of obeying the rules (not getting anything for each other for our anniversary), Russ booked a trip for us to go to Florida in May! He always goes above and beyond with any gift he gives me. Although I want to be so excited about this trip, I am also so stressed and sad to leave my kids. Russ knew that he would have to surprise me with a trip because there was no way I would let him book it with me knowing it. I just feel that Brooks is still so little and wants me at night and it seriously breaks my heart in two for me to not be there for him. But I am excited to go on a vacation with Russ. I will cry on the way to the airport for sure but when we are there I will love the one on one time. Shelli is going to watch our kids for us while we go. 
For lunch, me and the kids met Russ at the Pancake House for lunch! It was delish!


During the day, Russ had some orchid flowers delivered to our home. They are white flowers and look so beautiful on our island table. I am 2 months behind in blogging and we still have those same flowers looking lively and well on our kitchen counter. I love how long they last!

I made this card for Russ. It is a card made out of beef jerky. He thought it was pretty funny, creative and yummy! It took him a few days to actually take a bite out of it as he didn't want to ruin it. Haha!

Thursday, March 5, 2020

Disney On Ice

We got a killer deal on tickets for Disney On Ice. We knew Hallie would love to go, despite how many times she has gone before. Brooks is still a little too little to enjoy the show for the entire time through. So, Russ and Hallie went on a daddy/daughter date and, of course, Hallie loved it!! She dressed up in her Elsa dress. She got an entire thing of cotton candy and a princess crown that was way more expensive then Russ was planning for. Haha!